from the sketch book..

Monday

This coming up summer makes me feel so happy, but the rain makes me so depressed those days and all the mess around us, its so terrible, and I feel that my body and soul needs a rest, real holidys, I want to go somewhere out of the town, our of the country, looking for my old photos and thinking about Bamberg, oh I miss it so...

stupid Sunday

From my sketch book..

Butterflies on my wall...

....

Was visiting my neighbour's kitchen yestarday...

I still continue searching and shooting paintings on the old enamel dishes.. I Found them in my grandma's house, they where full of "Khachapuri" and when this tasty food dissapeared in our bellyes I found them on the table..

Missing Italy so,so much:(((

second part of day

Found this old bright coloured house sitting in the route-car on my way to the granny's house...

Shuted this little red sketch on the day light ...

Today

Started yestarday this Pioneer girl with red childhood...

I think its already done, or not??!!!

Continued this two lost men also....

Spring in my granny's garden...

Best granny in the world

Sunday

Here are the ladies of Soviet Santa, two of them, two "Snegurachkas", its funny but my 3 years god-son draged them from somewhere yetarday, propably his granny gave him, he came with the broad smile on his face holding them in his little arms, thanks god that now thay are only the past and nowaday my little god-son dose not plays with such shitty toys, It makes me always to be estaonished each time, when those little ghosts from the past appears in our lives....

HAPPY EASTER TO EVERYONE...

Love this photo, from the book of Photograpy, which my friend presented me long ago...

I am too alone in the world, and yet not alone enough

to make every hour holy.

I am too small in the world, and yet not tiny enough

just to stand before you like a thing,

dark and shrewd.

I want my will, and I want to be with my will

as it moves towards deed;

and in those quiet, somehow hesitating times,

when something is approaching
I want to be with those who are wise

or else alone.

I want always to be a mirror that reflects your whole being,

and never to be too blind or too old

to hold your heavy, swaying image.

I want to unfold.

Nowhere do I want to remain folded,

because where I am bent and folded, there I am lie.

And I want my meaning

true for you. I want to describe myself

like a painting that I studiedclosely for a long, long time,

like a word I finally understood,

like the pitcher of water I use every day ,

like the face of my mother,

like a ship

that carried me

through the deadliest storm of all.

~ rainer maria rilke

Saturday

The day before Easter..

My today's sketch in oil colours...

flowers

From my sketch book..

I got these beautiful flowers in the morning again from my neighbor from the 6th floor, thank you dear neighbor, they are really lovely:))))

Its a rainy day

The week was very stressful, a lot of work at the office, the mood was not also very high, it is raining all day long, like it is always in the last week of the upcoming Easter and as it was in my childhood I still believe that they are the tears of the heaven coming on the earth, in the next days we should paint eggs in red colour, bake "Paska" (its a Easter cake in Georgia) and visit the graves of our ancestors..... The good new it that I have four days holiday, so planty of time for drawing and making good things....

Visiting my beloved granny yestarday....

Today..

The day actualy was normal, ispite of that it was the 13th of April and Monday:((( hate number 13, was scared, waiting for somthing bad, but thanks god everything was OK..
From my sketch book...

Sunday

I woke up early in the morning, had my breakfast and switched TV and there was a movie "Monster" with Charlize Theron and Christina Ricci, I love both of them, I think they both are very strong, expecially Ricci, but OMG I was totaly brocken and depressed in two hours, (expecially now in this situation when my city is one big demonstarion I don't need negative feelings) Thanks God that I want to the church lately and cured my soul, I felt as if a huge load droped from my shoulders!! Lately I want to the pown shop whose owner is my neighbor downstairs (they say that mobiles are cheaper there) and I wanted to change my old one, as I am not ediced at all on the mobiles and another reason is that I always delay myself spending my one month salary on the phone, that's way I have very cheap, stone age phone and finaly I want to change it , oh but I still love it, its a present from my sister Nana, Sister I Miss You So, So, So Much) she is in Italy now, spending her holidays there!!

I have not done anything usefull today put I am posting my yestarday result, please cheak it tell your empressions:)))

Day off

Looking for the sunny days to wear them:)))

Friday

Have to finish...

Today's result