Monday, April 27, 2009
This coming up summer makes me feel so happy, but the rain makes me so depressed those days and all the mess around us, its so terrible, and I feel that my body and soul needs a rest, real holidys, I want to go somewhere out of the town, our of the country, looking for my old photos and thinking about Bamberg, oh I miss it so...
Sunday, April 26, 2009
Friday, April 24, 2009
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Monday, April 20, 2009
Sunday, April 19, 2009
Here are the ladies of Soviet Santa, two of them, two "Snegurachkas", its funny but my 3 years god-son draged them from somewhere yetarday, propably his granny gave him, he came with the broad smile on his face holding them in his little arms, thanks god that now thay are only the past and nowaday my little god-son dose not plays with such shitty toys, It makes me always to be estaonished each time, when those little ghosts from the past appears in our lives....
Saturday, April 18, 2009
I am too alone in the world, and yet not alone enough
to make every hour holy.
I am too small in the world, and yet not tiny enough
just to stand before you like a thing,
dark and shrewd.
I want my will, and I want to be with my will
as it moves towards deed;
and in those quiet, somehow hesitating times,
when something is approaching
I want to be with those who are wise
I want to be with those who are wise
or else alone.
I want always to be a mirror that reflects your whole being,
and never to be too blind or too old
to hold your heavy, swaying image.
I want to unfold.
Nowhere do I want to remain folded,
because where I am bent and folded, there I am lie.
And I want my meaning
true for you. I want to describe myself
like a painting that I studiedclosely for a long, long time,
like a word I finally understood,
like the pitcher of water I use every day ,
like the face of my mother,
like a ship
that carried me
through the deadliest storm of all.
Thursday, April 16, 2009
The week was very stressful, a lot of work at the office, the mood was not also very high, it is raining all day long, like it is always in the last week of the upcoming Easter and as it was in my childhood I still believe that they are the tears of the heaven coming on the earth, in the next days we should paint eggs in red colour, bake "Paska" (its a Easter cake in Georgia) and visit the graves of our ancestors..... The good new it that I have four days holiday, so planty of time for drawing and making good things....
Visiting my beloved granny yestarday....
Monday, April 13, 2009
Sunday, April 12, 2009
I woke up early in the morning, had my breakfast and switched TV and there was a movie "Monster" with Charlize Theron and Christina Ricci, I love both of them, I think they both are very strong, expecially Ricci, but OMG I was totaly brocken and depressed in two hours, (expecially now in this situation when my city is one big demonstarion I don't need negative feelings) Thanks God that I want to the church lately and cured my soul, I felt as if a huge load droped from my shoulders!! Lately I want to the pown shop whose owner is my neighbor downstairs (they say that mobiles are cheaper there) and I wanted to change my old one, as I am not ediced at all on the mobiles and another reason is that I always delay myself spending my one month salary on the phone, that's way I have very cheap, stone age phone and finaly I want to change it , oh but I still love it, its a present from my sister Nana, Sister I Miss You So, So, So Much) she is in Italy now, spending her holidays there!!
I have not done anything usefull today put I am posting my yestarday result, please cheak it tell your empressions:)))